I love being able to confess my nasty ,horny, masturbation history. I feel the need to tell everyone what a pervert I think I am. I have been jerking off for decades. I have put my dick through the ringer. I would spend a lot of time alone in my room playing with my dick. It seemed to be hard all the time. I would wake up at night with a raging hard on and could not force myself to go back to sleep until my hard dick got what he needed. So, I would lay there and lightly stroke my dick and then would tickle and tease my highly sensitive nipples. After about 45 minutes to an hour or more of edging, when I felt my cum getting ready to blast out of my dick I would get my cum rag ready. Cum would shoot out hitting my face and trailing down my chest, stomach and finally pooling in my groin hair. If I didnt feel like getting my cum rag from under the bed, I would roll over facing the wall and groan as my cum would hit it and roll down. I would fall asleep and mot wake ip til morning. I remember one odd time I was horny and felt the need to jerk off. My balls were aching and I thought I should not jerk off because of the pain. But my hot hard dick would have none of that! He wanted relief. So I got on the bed, faced the headboard and began tickling my nipples and stroking my dick. I could feel the pain in my balls as they swung back and forth. After a short while I was huffing and puffing as the lust rose. The pleasure increased as I stroked hard. Pain and pleasure combined as I felt my cum on its way. Oh my God! Cum blasted from my dick and shot at least six feet in front of me hitting the headboard and sliding down. My knees almost buckled. I will always remember that moment. I was so horny a lot of the time I think my hands were on my dick jerking off more than on a spoon eating. Sometimes I would jerk off so much that I would cause the thin skin of my dick would get abrasions from the rubbing. I would have to wait a couple of days for the abrasions to scab over. I would use any opportunity to empty my balls. Once when I was about 15 or so I was riding my bike when I felt my dick getting hard rubbing against my underwear. I started getting horny and my dick was signaling that it wanted relief real soon. What to do At that point I noticed a weed covered path along the railroad tracks. I pedaled down a quarter mile and hopped off my boke. I looked up and down the path to see if anyone was coming. I then dropped to my knees. At that point I was pretty much hidden from view. I pulled my zipper down, fished my hot horny dick out of my underwear , looked up, closed my eyes and quickly began stroking like a madman. (didnt want to get caught). In a couple of minutes my cum shot up in the air and landed on the weeds in front of me. I watched as the silvery white cum began sliding down those stalks. Guess I gave those weeds a facial. Finally to end this session I have another way I relieve the pressure, especially when my parents were gone. I bought a pocket pussy, one of my best investments. I would grease that sucker up and go down to the living room. I would drop to my knees again. Between the sofa cushions Id stuff that fake pussy. Id shove my hardened rod into that hole. Id have a small waste basket handy by my side. I then lean over the cushions and begin humping. My fingers would go to work teasing my nipples. Before long Id feel my hot cum arriving. I them would pull out of that greased hole and turn sideways jerking my throbbing dick sending hobs of cum in that small can. Well, I guess I am a victim of my own horny lust. My dick will give me no rest when he gets horny. Its almost like I hear him saying,I need to cum again, so get busy.
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